Post by Malkate Rose Sedi on Feb 9, 2008 12:38:56 GMT -5
There was darkness everywhere. It wasn’t an element of Darkness parse, as much as it was simply the place devoid of anything that resembled anything else besides that darkness. Though there was definitely another something there that she couldn’t quite put her finger on. It was a presence but it wasn’t exactly sentient, more like a pulsing thing that perhaps at one point could have been touched by other that left some kind of imprint. Her eyebrows drew together as she stared out into the darkness. Only in dreams however, did she realize that she wasn’t clothed, and her fear washed into her like some young girl always dreaming of standing before the Arch Magus’s again. Her eyes closed as she realized she was dreaming and started to control it – even as the small little shield she’d picked up pulsed and started to work with her mind.
Her mind started to shift in that blackness and awareness moved to her, it took shape slowly. It slowly formed an image of the Inn, only instead of being an inn particularly it showed it a bit modified. She stood there, and she was confused as she looked around the dojo absently – no one was present at the moment, it was simply her. The weapons were higher, marked on the walls but she knew something was different about both place and her. Her hands reached out and she stared down at the pale, perfect flesh that didn’t wither with age and a sigh of relief flooded through her. Immortality could be a burden, but one got used to life after a certain point, and though she wasn’t vain, she wasn’t keen on the idea of looking like some wrinkled old lady either.
She moved into the house part of the Inn, the actual part that held rooms she once rented out and blinked. This part of the house was modified, what was once an almost living room area with a modified area that was a reception it was now a perfect house. The living room was more arranged to fit the furniture that had once almost haphazardly been placed, and a fireplace opened in a warm reception. It had more of a feel of home now than a singular place that she stayed because she couldn’t stand the familiar sights that reminded her of what she’d somehow lost. Malachite stared at her oddly from his place before the warming fire, his fae-ears perked up. She stared at him crossly, wanting to know where he’d been after all this time – after he’d disappeared after knowing that the Captain would receive care but she stopped.
Above the fireplace her Staff was mantled, encased in an almost crystal substance as if to protect it. The quartz on the top was half cracked open, and the others were abundant with stored spells and energy but they had a staleness to them that represented that she’d not renewed them or even drawn upon them for quite awhile. Her footsteps carried her towards the crystal and she ran her fingers along it, softly as if afraid somehow it might shatter at the touch, drawing her fingers away as a flutter in her stomach brought her to awareness. Shock rode her face, naked upon it as her hand fluttered downwards and her heart seemingly halted in her chest – or at least she felt so. The fluttering continued as tears leaked down her cheeks, the small presence of life making itself known within her.
Within the world as the Arc of Dreams glowed, the tears streaked openly down her face, dampening the cloth below her head. Her fingers twitched, though just as soon as they did they stilled once more as she fell back seemingly, into a restful sleep.
The dream shifted suddenly, startlingly, and her body jerked as her mind went to it’s other desire – besides the actual resolution to the conflict between her and Lasius, her mind went more to the ideas of what exactly happened to him after her meeting with Darken where the cold Twin turned his back upon her. Her mind went reeling through those unwanted memories, bringing that torment to life on a scale entirely different than her torment previously. The storm that raged overhead, she found herself a ghostly out line to the world as she stared at the events that unfolded before her. The storm as the body died. The resurrection using the Arc of Life, enough that she closed her eyes almost not wanting to see more but the Arc was persistent, she’d wanted to know and it was showing her. It was easy enough for awhile, for the sake of survival, to believe that the events that transpired between her and Lasius had all simply been a giant nightmare that lasted too long – this reality was exactly that.
She watched the seclusion as if pages in a book as he studied, watched his second Death at the very hands of Daegan. Her rage was mollified only by the fact he’d asked for it – as his rebirth into a god. She watched the seclusion of the others, she watched the creation of Lomes… with more than a little awe. She watched the possession of the daughter who then resurrected Darken from his demise that she had not seen, and she scowled. The transportation of all those people, the reason the race so dwindled, and her eyes widened. Xada… why… why did he do it? Even as she felt her mind pulled again Malkate’s fingers twitched in reality, and she sat up, still half in her sleep and fumbled for the Arc of Dreams, tossing it off her person as hard as she could as a scream ripped itself out of her throat.
Her body started shaking and she pulled her knee’s to her chest, tears streaming unheeded down her cheeks again, her body shaking slightly but she was silent. There were no sobs, no giant wracks of emotion, just the cold unsettling reality of memories relived haunting her again.
Her mind started to shift in that blackness and awareness moved to her, it took shape slowly. It slowly formed an image of the Inn, only instead of being an inn particularly it showed it a bit modified. She stood there, and she was confused as she looked around the dojo absently – no one was present at the moment, it was simply her. The weapons were higher, marked on the walls but she knew something was different about both place and her. Her hands reached out and she stared down at the pale, perfect flesh that didn’t wither with age and a sigh of relief flooded through her. Immortality could be a burden, but one got used to life after a certain point, and though she wasn’t vain, she wasn’t keen on the idea of looking like some wrinkled old lady either.
She moved into the house part of the Inn, the actual part that held rooms she once rented out and blinked. This part of the house was modified, what was once an almost living room area with a modified area that was a reception it was now a perfect house. The living room was more arranged to fit the furniture that had once almost haphazardly been placed, and a fireplace opened in a warm reception. It had more of a feel of home now than a singular place that she stayed because she couldn’t stand the familiar sights that reminded her of what she’d somehow lost. Malachite stared at her oddly from his place before the warming fire, his fae-ears perked up. She stared at him crossly, wanting to know where he’d been after all this time – after he’d disappeared after knowing that the Captain would receive care but she stopped.
Above the fireplace her Staff was mantled, encased in an almost crystal substance as if to protect it. The quartz on the top was half cracked open, and the others were abundant with stored spells and energy but they had a staleness to them that represented that she’d not renewed them or even drawn upon them for quite awhile. Her footsteps carried her towards the crystal and she ran her fingers along it, softly as if afraid somehow it might shatter at the touch, drawing her fingers away as a flutter in her stomach brought her to awareness. Shock rode her face, naked upon it as her hand fluttered downwards and her heart seemingly halted in her chest – or at least she felt so. The fluttering continued as tears leaked down her cheeks, the small presence of life making itself known within her.
Within the world as the Arc of Dreams glowed, the tears streaked openly down her face, dampening the cloth below her head. Her fingers twitched, though just as soon as they did they stilled once more as she fell back seemingly, into a restful sleep.
The dream shifted suddenly, startlingly, and her body jerked as her mind went to it’s other desire – besides the actual resolution to the conflict between her and Lasius, her mind went more to the ideas of what exactly happened to him after her meeting with Darken where the cold Twin turned his back upon her. Her mind went reeling through those unwanted memories, bringing that torment to life on a scale entirely different than her torment previously. The storm that raged overhead, she found herself a ghostly out line to the world as she stared at the events that unfolded before her. The storm as the body died. The resurrection using the Arc of Life, enough that she closed her eyes almost not wanting to see more but the Arc was persistent, she’d wanted to know and it was showing her. It was easy enough for awhile, for the sake of survival, to believe that the events that transpired between her and Lasius had all simply been a giant nightmare that lasted too long – this reality was exactly that.
She watched the seclusion as if pages in a book as he studied, watched his second Death at the very hands of Daegan. Her rage was mollified only by the fact he’d asked for it – as his rebirth into a god. She watched the seclusion of the others, she watched the creation of Lomes… with more than a little awe. She watched the possession of the daughter who then resurrected Darken from his demise that she had not seen, and she scowled. The transportation of all those people, the reason the race so dwindled, and her eyes widened. Xada… why… why did he do it? Even as she felt her mind pulled again Malkate’s fingers twitched in reality, and she sat up, still half in her sleep and fumbled for the Arc of Dreams, tossing it off her person as hard as she could as a scream ripped itself out of her throat.
Her body started shaking and she pulled her knee’s to her chest, tears streaming unheeded down her cheeks again, her body shaking slightly but she was silent. There were no sobs, no giant wracks of emotion, just the cold unsettling reality of memories relived haunting her again.